Soulmate

Soulmate that I will talk about here is the one who will be with me till the end of our life, in this case is a man, of course.

In my mind, I always want an adult man, but it's not about age. Yes, it's true that age represents the maturity, yet it's not always be. I believe that there are so many things which can make a man to be mature, though he's still young at age.

For me, who's looking for a real soulmate, I actually want someone older than me, because I think older is more mature and ready for everything in life. Nonetheless, I doubt about it this recent time. You can't judge a man by his age! I've found someone who's older than me, much much older, but he's not act as his age. I can say that I'm even more mature than him. It seems impossible but it ironically is true. The crazy thing is I know someone younger than me who has a good thoughts about life. I can't say that he's more mature than me, but for his age, he's mature enough, and I'm impressed.

In my life, I always believe that God will give the best one for me. It doesn't matter whether I think he's the best or not, but God always knows who's the best. It doesn't matter whether I think he's impossible, because everything's probable for God. It doesn't matter whether he's older or younger, as long as there's a chemistry between us. I also believe that crush, chemistry, and love, in the end, will be felt for someone we can't choose. It's all pure about feeling. And feeling never lies. Logically we'll choose an almost-perfect-man, but how if there's no chemistry to that almost-perfect-man? How if the chemistry is going to an ordinary man? As I say, we can't choose. Love has its own way to work. And God so flawlessly arrange it for us.

Now, I don't have any brave to say that It's impossible for me to love A or B or C. I don't have any brave to declare that I want someone with the A, B, C criteria. Then, I can say that he's the best man for me, but it can be he's not the best man for me to live with. I can say that he's impossible for me, but it can be he's the best for me to spend all my life with. I open for every opportunity to come to my life, since I really have no idea who my soulmate is.

It can be anybody!